What do you do when she's dreaming of someone else?
When her thoughts of fondness no longer revolve around you? When she yearns for a better time and place, a time and place that you were not a part of?
What do you say when you can't return but you can't bear to be replaced?
It is a poisonous pill, one that I have swallowed before. The bitterness, now washed away by love, time and reconciliation, is not easy to forget.
I am much too fair in my dealings with the fairer sex. Much to lenient, much to caring. Being selfish has its perks.
So let me ask you again; what do you do when she picks up the phone to call you for movies, but calls someone else for her problems?
What do you do when she laughs a little less heartily around you than when she's around another?
What do you do when you have done your best to be immovable, dependable, constant - and yet, all you have done is become emotionless, defiant, and cold?
Brick by brick I let you gently bring my walls down.
Brick by brick you build them back up around me now.
Brick by brick I return to the shadows that are my home.
5 comments:
dude..! i (sadly) can identify with this, sorta..
sorry, no answers here :)
Sad. :( I've been that girl.
But now I regret the times I've done that. Luckily he never me let go. But if it doesn't seem like she's ever going to realize, maybe its time you did.
I was here, and I realised someone else makes them happier, and I didn't want to be second best.
Don't become emotionless, defiant and cold! Nothing is worth that...
seesaw-- i fear you are too late.
Nooooooooo.....! (ominous music plays, the crowd gasps collectively, and a hand reaches out to pull you back)
NOW what are you gonna do when you meet the one who dreams of you at the same time you dream of her?!
Post a Comment